Memories and reality

I look at
the star lit night
every thing around me
is calm and quite.....

Ur memories
silently touch my soul
and speak words
that remained untold.....

I wish you
forever as mine
and spread the light
of ur love and shine.......

Now this is very
sure and certain
such a thing
will never happen......

I stand facing u
as the opposite river bank
and at this thought
my heart sank......

The river of love
touches both of us though
we shall never meet
this I know........

Blessings

When the small droplets of rain
Scatter the Beaming sunrays
Into a colourful rainbow…….
When in the spring
The shy flowers bloom proudly
Spreading their fragrance all over….
When at the onset of monsoon
The raindrops quench
The long awaited thirst of dry ground….
When the rays of sun
give warmth
To the chilling winters….
When the flirting wind
Smiles at the flowers
Swaying them with his music….
Everytime when nature unfolding
Its misterious wings and sings
To fill our hearts with admiration……
For the Divine Blessings!!!

See u...

What am I waiting for
in dusk and in dawn?
What am I looking for
in the distance beyond?

What does these searching eyes
speak in silent words...
that is unknown to skies
and no ground hears?

What does these
dried up tears hide
instead of coming out
as ocean tide?

I ask the wind
to get u with him...
and hope to see u
just a glimse.........

The Monument speaks.........

I stand as an evidence ,
an evidence of past ....
an evidence of present.....
I have seen all that
has happened ,
and all that is happening....

I know everything
that has finished and
that which is continueing.........

I have seen the rise and fall
of kingdoms......
I have heard the cries and howls
of pain.......
I have seen the chaos and confusion
due to wars ........
and the loss
caused by natural calamities.

I have seen greed in man's eyes
for wealth and fame.....
I have seen the inhumanity done to satisfy
selfish ends......

I have seen it all
and still see the same ...
I stand still with all these,
inscripted on me....
may be in a language
not known to man...

but still i stand
with this ray of hope
with which I see the future.....
I feel that there will be
some human on this earth
to understand these
inscriptions of time on me

so I stand still as an evidence
an evidence of past
and an evidence of present......

My Canvas ........

In the journey of my life, I try to explore the mystries of my mind.....and try to understand its questions,its anxieties,its expectations, its aspirations .....its dreams ,its happiness and its sorrows.

Any as I learn it I paint different forms to express all that i explore and explored and all that i want to explore......

I try to understand the messeges , lessons ,dreams and perceptions......of my mind as I move along this jouney of my life.......